dear bloggie,,
again!i cannot open blogger at mozilla.i don't know why is my mozilla always got problems with blogger.is it because i blog too much?HAHAHA.
i think im getting sick and i cannot be sick because this saturday i will going to start study.my body temperature is like rising till my head could feel the heat and make feel like very headache and and ... i don't know.
all my good mood already gone because
ramesh just told me that during orientation at uniten, it will be like a boot camp.so all the excitement that i feel before this already gone like that.and so because of this, i some more cannot get sick.
yea yea i know i keep on like
uniten this
uniten that.i also don't know why
?i should just keep my mouth shut and stop complaining anymore about
uniten this and that.
so, just now i like tried to pack all my clothes.and all the bag could not fit in all the clothes that im bringing.i thought i had already bring little shirts.i don't want to bring like so many bags.later everyone will like look at me.i want to keep low profile.HAHA.because everyone always think that im a rich spoil brat which is so not me.it's the opposite of me because im not rich or spoil.i don't know why people always have that kind of expression about me.
i don't know why but people always seems to get the wrong expressions about me.they always think that im snobish, fierce and cold - hearted person.haha.actually, i don't know why they think that im like that.maybe because of my
kemasaman muka and i don't talk to people.HAHA.actually i think that im the shy girl kind.yea i know whoever reading this will like laugh and saying '
har grace shy o, walaoweh'.but i think it's true la.that's why i don't go talking to people first.then, i also got very bad communication skill.i always make people dislike me when they talk to me.HAHA.i tend to say stupid things although i don't mean it or stupid things always slip out from my mouth.and i don't do jokes and im not clever to laugh at one when it is not funny.and im also very
memilih kawan.if i don't like that person, i don't want to friend with them at all.so, i don't have good socialising skill.
now, im chatting with pui at msn.chatting with her make feel stressed.HAHA.i don't know why.she said that i always like to
matikan perbualan.so when im like replying her i have to think, hmm whether this sentence like
mematikan perbualan or not.another prove that i don't have good communication skill.
i suddenly feel like becoming a lawyer.i think i should be a lawyer.i don't know why.i think should like
berkhidmat kepada masyarakat and fight for woman's right.haha.but then, im like kind of scared when i like put a rapiest into jail then when the psycho guy out from jail he will find me.u know la.all the
kesulitan that will
dihadapi by a lawyer.enemies, revenge and all that kind of things la.plus, mummy also not letting me to be because there is lots of risks.
i also think that i should become lots of other stuff like fashion magazine editor, fashion designer, photographer, wedding planner, script writer and etc.lots of things that i want to become but somehow i don't know why i end up choosing civil engineering.maybe because i think that i could do more with civil engineering.maybe because civil engineering is more relevant to me.HAHA.
papa like to tease big sis nowadays.some how i feel that is funny.HAHA.he always like to tease big sis going out with this one malay guy.i don't know la what are they, dates or just friends.but papa like to tease them like
berulang kali.HAHA.he also like to tease me for onlining so late at night like'
hmm, don't know who always online till so late at night' then go and complain at mummy that maybe i at campus also will like that.he acted like a
adik yang sangat suka mengadu.HAHA.
im very irritated with this stupid internet.i don't know why is the connection is like so what.it keep on
terputus since the last two hours.then im like blogging here have like to start all over again.so bladdy irritating la this tm net
!!i will stop crapping here la.because i want to start packing all the clothes to check whether there is enough space or not fit in all my clothings or not.
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