Sunday, June 21, 2009

craps.


dear bloggie,,

now i feel like crapping the hell out of me and i've just realized how much i love blogging.

today, i had cleaned up the house.well, not totally but i cleaned big sis's room which totally tak ada kena mengena with me but i do it also anyway and my own room and also little on the hall.i don't know why i cleaned big sis's room.it just happen spontaneously.im like going through her stuff that she left it at the hall because i want to clear the hall at first but then i like start packing her stuff.so with an unconscious mind, i started to shift all her stuff back to her room that she had left it in the hall since she back from cyber.if im sober, definitely i would not be cleaning up her room.actually, i wanted to clean her room for long long time ago but i didn't get the chances and too lazy to bother.the dust in her room is like so thick and lessen up the oxygen in the room.and there is like so many spider web at her ceiling and she has like three spider yang sedang hangat membiak and even the lizard that stay behind the cupboard ran out and i saw it is black in color.where got lizard that is black in color?well, it's because the dust make it black in color la.so today, she is out somewhere only God know where she is going.she's like suddenly just disappear like that.then, i also take the chances to buat baik at her since i never buat baik at her before and clear her dirty room.i even like help her pack all her stuff yang bersepah orderly and definitely cleaner.even the desktop which was so dusty looks shinier already.and now i can breath in healthy air.so, today i did a good deed to my big sis.

today, i also got the news that grandma at papa side is admitted to hospital.why nowadays my grandma keep on admitted into hospital? well, she admitted to the hospital because her eyes got ulcer?like huh?but don't know why, i didn't feel anything in my heart.the worst part is im don't bother at all.i don't know why.yea i know.i sound like cucu yang sangat tak guna but i don't know la.maybe because i start to get used to all these things.like every each week sure got news that grandma admitted to hospital.but this grandma case is quite serious also.she has to replace her cornea if not she will be blind.so they got a pair of match cornea already.THANK GOD.so now just need to do the operation then she will be just good as usual.so tomorrow will be going to visiting grandma at H.U.M.

so.now im onlining.just now i tried to blogging at mozilla.but then suddenly i don't know what error occur.when i clicked at the new post button, there will be like only plain page pop up and im like tried for thousands of time panicking and pissing because i want to blog.i really like and addict to blogging and especially with my this robotic blogskin make me feel like blogging more although it's craps only.suddenly i realized that i really like blogging and sometimes blogging make up my day.even when im feeling down and i just pour out all the uneasy feelings in my heart, i will feel better.and blogging is a healthy activity and is worth it to used to all the electricity for hours that can contribute to global warming.i sound like a useless earthlings.so now u know why i love blogging because i thought i had lost the chances to blog forever.eventually, i open i.e to blogging.

currently im listening to cute is what we aim for.i didn't listen to them for ages already because im like bored with their songs.but now im like addict to their songs back and they really rock!especially shaant hacikyan.



enough for my crappy craps yang tak guna and tak dapat contribute to masyarakat.i just stop right here because i really feel like crapping and this craps can go all night.

ok, i' ll just stop here.

ps : blogging at i.e is sucks.mozilla is better.

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