Sunday, November 23, 2008

OH BIO LO G Y,, WHAT ARE U MAKING ME SO FRUSTRATED?


dear bloggie,,

im online - ing now instead of studying.i still have many fucking chapters to read in biology.but i feel really really very very so so sooooooooooo lazy to read biology.it really crap alot bout our body,,our body systems and environment.and i also don't really care bout biology because i like aim b in biology.that's why im not in the mood to study biology.yesterday,, i studied biology till im very frustrated because it really cray alot and all those crap don't want to enter my brain or my brain could not process a single crap that i was reading.

so instead of feeling frustrated with biology,, i want to nap for a while.while i was aping i was dreaming about all the biology's craps.stupid la.when i was reading,, all those craps didn't want to enter my brain but when i was naping it enter my dream.

at friday night,, idream something really scary.it was biology paper day.the paper 1 starts at 8 am.but then i woke up from my sleep at 8am.then mummy papa were like sitting in the hall reading newspaper.then they also didn't bother to wake me up although im late.then i quickly get ready and asked papa to fetch to school.but he don't want to fetch me to school.then im like had to beg them on my knees and cried to asked to fetch me to school.the dream is like a bad sign only.haha.but the dream really scared me.it feels like happening in the reality.

after studying biology,, i had to study physics which is my favourite subject.i like physics after i finally get to understand all the electricty craps.then i also like thinking,, 'ooo,,this is what u all(electricity craps) trying to tell me is it from the beginning'.haha stupid right?.

i also feel kind of frustated studying physics.because i was like feeling really dizzy after study all the biology craps.i really don't like biology.

OH GOD.please help me to like,, read and study all the biology craps.

okok.i have to off now.back to study all the biology craps.

it's only 8 days more left.i can do it.just stay strong and focus.




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Saturday, November 22, 2008

TEM PTED BY THE COM PU TE R NAD ALSO IN TER N E T


dear bloggie,,

yeah yea.i know that i said i won't be online - ing till 2 december.but.i cannot resist the computer and internet.hehe.

spm had already started two weeks ago.so far i still can survive.im studying like hell.

OH GOD.when i think bout my add maths and chemistry paper.i know i can do better.just please give me more time.i screwed up on both of these paper.especially chemistry.i left lots of question that i know to do the essay.because at first i was like checking the paper.then i like hmm.this i know.then suddenly i see the essay is like very hard so i like take too much time to do the essay and forget to write the answer for the front questions.stupid right me??grrrrrr!when i think bout it,, i feel so pissed.

9 days more to my freedom.only 9 days more.i can do it.
just stay strong and focus.




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