BO RED

dear bloggie,,

im so very bored right now.haha.i better get myself busy before i start searching for new blog skins again.

yeah.i know.i change my blog skin again.i spent like my whole life in the stupid previous ugly blog skin but then not even last for a day or two,, i already changed a new one.but i never really like the previous wan also.i used that stupid ugly blog skin because i had spent so much time on it.so i just stick with it for a while till i found new blog skin.well,, i only spent three hours on this blog skin and i think this blog skin is like much nicer than the previous wan.haha.i change the background,, writing,, font's colors,, borders and everything la.this blog skin is like much more easier to edit.whatever.i don't why am i crapping bout stupid useless craps that no one would bother reading also.ok whatever.i need to stop all these craps.

BORED



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VI SITED MY GRANDMA AT SEGAMBUT

dear bloggie,,

yee.im so geram right now.i just finished typing my this post then, i ter-delete it.stupid me!!

today, i went to visit grandma mummy side,she is getting much better already compared to last time i saw her.the last time i saw her was when i visited her at hospital selayang.it has been a month already since i last visited her.thank god,, she already get much better already.but now when she walk, she need to use a tongkat.

i slept at 3.30am last night and woke up at 8 am this morning.im like so sleepy when woke up this morning and not wanting to go at all.but i just went only if not later will dipanggil cucu yang derhaka.so woke up,, eat breakfast,, get myself ready, waiting for evreyone else to get ready,, get into the car and enjoy the dizzyness of the ride and at 9.30am we reached grandma house at segambut.saw second auntie uncle and cousin bro.then at 10am like that,, they went to church.so we means my family accompany grandma and grandpa at home.all the moment at the house was like so boring.i don't know what to talk to grandma and she seems very busy telling her illness and staying at hospital exprience to mummy.then,, meiyi brought her chemistry book to study because the exam is around the corner.haha.actually she don't know when is the exam starting also,, she just know that exam is like around the corner so she like better start study first(NERD).haha.last year,, i didn't have the chance also to take my mid-year exam.then im like very bored so i tried to peek on what was meiyi studying.but she was like so bitchy mengada don't let me to look at her book.whenever i tried to peek at what is she studying,, she will like quick quick closed her book or whatever la.then,, im like so irritated and annoyed with her and at the same time i feel like blogging so i like wrote something about her bitchiness on a paper.then i let her read,, she just giggled only,haha.because im like too bored so i took pics of everyone.then i tried to pujuk mummy to take pics with grandma although i know she won't.suprisingly,, she wants.i x sangka that grandma like to take pics.i thought old people won't cam whore or what.but then she is not,, she is like so excited to take pics.whenever i like took pics of her with anyone,, she would giggled.i don't know why but cute.haha.so after mummy chit chatted with grandma,, ate lunch then we went home at 1.30pm.reached home bout 3pm like that.
here some pics :

a mother with her mother

mummy,, grandma and meiyi

mummy,, small sis,, grandma and meiyi

mummy,, small sis,, grandma and me

meiyi is not realising that her pic is being taken

my small annoying sis try to act model - ish

meiyi is like papah-ing grandma to walk

mummy with grandpa

grandpa with willy

this cat name ginnie

lazy cat

ps:my camera is like so shifty.that's why is not clear when taking pics.

tired,, sleepy and whatever

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please,, don't bother reading this.it just another stupid crap.

dear bloggie,,

im sick already.i think the reason i m sick maybe because that day i ate lots of chocolate.i ate one whole bar of 500 gram cadbury chocolate,, black forest.then,, meiyi also like to belanja me eat chocolate crisp everyday.she would always ask the small sis go to my neighbour auntie who sell all kinds of junk food to buy chocolate.haha.she is good right.everyday she would ask me whether i want or not.the last time i got sick was because of chocolate too.i drank chocolate cream chip at starbucks on my birthday with lawr.haha.do u remember it lawr ????haha.

now,, im like so boring because friday is a boring day.i wanted to watch lalola.it's an argentina telecomedy.a very nice comedy series.but too bad,, the tv don't show it on friday.then,, i wanted to sleep because i really feel like very sleepy but i don't feel like sleeping. i don't know why.normally when im sick,, i would be very imaginative.like,, i would lie down on the bed resting then my mind start to imagine weird weird and scary scary thing.that's why i don't feel like sleeping.but at the same time im very bored.i wanted watch disaster movie which i downloaded that day but im not in the mood.so im not in the mood to do everything but blogging bout stupid stuff.haha.about im sick.who cares la?haha.no one bother to read pun.now im like so weak typing on the keyboard could not lift my head up to look at the screen and my fingers feel like no energy want to type anymore.haha.whatever.im just feeling bored and there is nothing to do.so i just blog.

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F EE LI NG SO D I ZZ Y

dear bloggie,,

right now,, im so super dizzy.i just finished edited my new blog skins.haha.i thought i would not want to change my old blog skins but don't know why,, i kind of get bored with the old blog skins.plus,, there is nothing to do so i just went to search for new blog skins.then when i saw one which i really like,, i straight away change it.haha.im so unfaithful.

i had been editing this blog skins forever.like since evening till now.well,, because i change lots of the things.haha.change people work.i change the background,, the blog header pic,, lots of things la.have to like ulang alik from photobucket and the blog.haha.then the codes are like so berterabu.not like the usual wan : in orderly manner.haha.the codes are like the tornado.they like swirling around inside my brain till i get dizzy.haha

i don't what to crap.i just feel excited to post because i have new blog skins already.haha.

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IN THE MOO D TO C R AP

dear bloggie,,

yesterday i slept at 4 in the morning i woke up from sleep at 9.30 morning when mummy woke me up from sleep to answer the phone.it was pn zaihaidar,, physics teacher who called.she like disturb my sleep la.she called because she wanted my passport pic to don't know what she want to do.then after talking to her at phone,, i tried to sleep back and continue my dream.but unfortunately i cannot recall what i had dream in my sleep.i just know that dream was nice.haha.so after that,, ate breakfast get dressed up to go to uniten.haha.today i went to uniten to register and enquire something.when we reached there we are like lost.uniten is so so so big.like putrajaya only.then we round here and there for like half an hour.then like we reached the entrance there,, it's actually near somewhere the entrance and we passed it and didn't notice the sign board that says administration office.so i applied online there.so now just have to wait for offer letter from there.when once get the offer letter than im already confirm that i will be studying there.now have to wait for a week to get the offer letter.well,, don't need to rush because the next intake is like on july.so like i have two months more holiday.but i already feel excited of going to university.haha.im going to university.haha.but not sure yet.i didn't get the offer letter yet.

i better appreciate this holidays.i might not get it back.like lawr.haha.he is like so busy already although it's like only his second or third week of college.people said once we start studying at college or university we will like be busy for 10 years.first 5 years are like for studying and another 5 years are like for working and have to stabilise our job like that la.haha.

im like so crappy right now.i hope i can get to go to uniten to study.it's like so exicting.haha.now i know how lawr feels when he like telling me he is going to college.at that time im like thinking nice and fun meh go to college to study,, it's like scary because we are like adults or what la.haha.whatever la.

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S L UM DOG MI LLIO N A IRE,, FEELING TOUCHY

dear bloggie,,

i just watched SLUMDOG MILLIONAIRE.and OH MY GOODNESS,, the story is so nice.i was like blown away by the story.before this i was like 'yee' at the muvee because i thought the muvee like not nice to watch.but i was so wrong.the movie was really nice.i really like it and im kind of touch by the story.got lots of moral lessons.haha.like bi novel literature.but seriously the muvee is so nice and it's not only a muvee.it's like teaching us about life,, hope,, love and dreams like that la.

this story is about a guy named jamal malik joined who wants to be a millionaire indian version.then he like could answer all the questions and prem kumar, the host thinks that he was lying because he didn't think that jamal could answer all the questions by his own because he don't look smart and he was only 18.so,, he called the police to arrest him and investigate how he cheat after answering 10 millions rupees question.but,, actually he knows all the answer because his life expriences thought him.so this muvee is like flashing back all his life expriences when he need to answer a question.when the police like hit him,, shocked him with electricity and other thing else,, jamal said he never cheats before and he told the police about his life expriences and the police believe him and let him go so that he could answer the final 20 millions rupees question.

his childhood life is very pity.he and his brother,, salim were orphanage.they were attacked by some people and his mother died.after his mother died they run away and they met latika.then they like taken care by an evil man,, maman who take advantages over small kids by asking them to beg for money.one day,, maman ask salim to call his brother because he want to blind jamal's eye so that when he ask beg people for money,, people would give him more.but then salim save jamal and they managed to run away with a train.unfortunately,, latika didn't manage.so salim and jamal travel in the train.they sleep and earned living by staying in the train and sell all sorts of things.one day,, they reached taj mahal.so they like start to be tour guide there and steal people shoes when the people take off their shoes to enter the taj mahal mosque.then the stupid jamal told the tourist that taj mahal is a 5-stars hotel and there like kolam air infront of the mosque and he said that is the swimming pool.then later,, they worked in a restaurants and all these years,, jamal always try to find latika.one day,, he saw arvind and asked arvind where is latika.then he went to the place where arvind said latika would be.then salim shot maman dead in the head and they manage to run latika away.after that,, somehow latika and salim got split up with jamal.latika get together with a gangster called jave and jamal worked as a guy who make tea for people at office.one day he contact salim and they meet up.then he also met latika at jave house when he wanted to apply job as dish washer at jave house.one day,, they tried to run away but didn't able to run away because salim managed to catch latika.on the day where jamal need to answer the final question,, salim helped latika to run away and he shot jave dead and he also shot dead by jave's follower in bathtub full of moneys.then,, after jamal answer the final question correctly he met latika at train station then they were together happily ever after.

the end

seriously,, this muvee is so nice and sad.i feel like crying.haha.it's very touching.

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OIAM ROCKS THIS YEAR

dear bloggie,,

i just watched OIAM just now.at first i don't watch OIAM because it's like very 'yee' i think.but when all the 'yee' contestants out already only i started to watch.and i feel that this year the contestants are really talented.not like the first and second year.normal and dull.but this year is not the same.they are really talented.i was blown away by esther,, tomok and aweera performances.but i like the most is esther.i really think that she is really talented and her voice is nice and it can make u blown away.aweera voice is quite ok if he didn't do all the typical cheap cheap mat rempit rock voice.tomok is also quite talented.not only his voice is nice but he also clever to do all the music arrangement until the songs he sings is like his own.but i kind like 'yee' at him because he is from the typical malay boy band, newboyz.it's like a very cheap band(in my thought la).i think the competition is really tough this year.i want esther,, tomok and aweera to win at the same time.but i think i support the most is esther.but i also want everyone to win because i feel their voice really worth one million.haha.no la.i just feel that they deserve to win.well,, im not going to vote for neither of them.i will just wish them luck and support them in front of my tv.hehe.

(haha i use 'yee' word to describe my 'yee - ness')

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S E R I O U S L Y,, i am RE - EDITING MY OLD POSTS

dear bloggie,,

i think that im really really addict to blog right now.i don't know why.maybe because of the new blog skin. i really like this new blog skin.just now,, i re - edit back all my old posts.crazy right?i re - edit my old post from 9pm to 12.30pm.for three and half an hours.then when im like re -edit my old posts,, again i feel stupid.all my old posts are really crappy and stupid.and all mainly like bout timtim.like in every post i will mention his name.i x sangka that i really into him last time.haha.then i also talk a lot bout the dreams i had in my sleep.like who care or give a damn bout my stupid dreams la.like that also want to tell the whole world.hehe.but seriously stupid la me last time.im a really weird person.

well,, i didn't re - edit my old posts finish yet.i had only re - edit like the first 25 posts.my eyes are like already too tired to re - edit the rest.well tommorow i will continue to re - edit my posts.people who are reading this must be thinking that im dumb right?so stupid go re -edit back all the old posts.whatever.i also feel stupid but im too free already and i just want to blog something but i have nothing to blog so i re - edit my old posts.haha.

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A D D I C TE D

dear bloggie,,

i don't know why but i feel im kind of addicted to blog.haha.before this im like effing lazy but now im like very rajin.even if i don't have any crap to blog but i will find one and if i have really no idea i will edit back all my past post.and when i read back all my old post, i feel that im kind of stupid.haha.i don't know why.but feel really really crappy and stupid.like doing shopping list before even working.and the shopping list x jadi also.my first is even stupid.about tim.then i like got mention bout 'ahbao' a guy i meet from bus stop.weird la me.and i also notice that i always have heart problems or conflicts.really really stupid la.is this what blog do? make people realize how stupid are they in their past life?haha.or maybe it's only me.haha.i don't know.i feel like starting a new blog after reading all those stupid and crappy post.but however it's my memories.stupid and crappy memories.i am thinking what do people think after they read these posts.haha.i think i want to edit all my post la.haha.

IM STUPID AND FULL OF CRAPS LA.

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a SP EA CI AL G IF T from ah wong

dear bloggie,,

wong gave me my birthday present long ago.she had gave me something that i never expected to get as my birthday present.that day we went to midV together with the others.after watching muvee,she and pui went to other place sneak-ly.then when she was back she quickly put something into my bag.then im like haa what happen.then she said it's my birthday present.don't look at it wait till i went home only look at it.she said it's something very useful.than im like thinking what breath freshener or deodorant.i think that maybe she thinks that my breath stink or my armpits are smelly but she doesn't dare to tell me straight to my face but hint me by buying stuff.haha.then im like keep asking her to allow me see then she said see la.when i first look at it.i don't know what it is and have no idea at all.im like thinking why she want to give me a glass tube.

wait i upload the pics of the present and try to think yourself what is it.hehe

front view

back view

can u guess it?





it's actually a condom.that im like huhh.what la.im like looking at condom in public and try to figure what is it.she bought it from the 18++ shop.i don't know what the shop call.haha.well it's a very speacial gift.

thank u ah wong.

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h m m, NOT S UR E

dear bloggie,,

now i have decided to go to uniten.maybe.i don't know.i mean i want to go.but im not sure yet.when im lik very sure of where i want to go to study then suddenly something will happen.like nottingham.last time when i told mummy she like hmm ok,u can go.suddenly the next day she say u cannot go la.the foundation fees is too high although after tolak the high achiever scholarship.so i don't know whether this uniten is for real or not.i mean for me it's ok.i don't mind as long it is an engineering school.but all depends on mummy and the family finance condition.but i hope that i really can go.if this is also cannot,then i think i just study the damn form 6.

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S T U PID E RR O R

dear bloggie,,

when this i woke from sleep i straight away switched on the computer and log in to uniten website.for now, the best option for me seems like is uniten.when i log in to the web i click on the accomodation.it's seems nice and ok.the price is also ok.reasonable.then when i like checked everything and satisfied and like yeah i wana go to uniten,i tried to apply online.then the problem starts la.like always got lots of obstacles only when i like already know what i want or decide something.when i click apply online then suddenly come out a notice :

"Error 403.6
ip address rejected
blablablablabla"

yeee.then i tried to figure out what's wrong with it, it said must go to microsoft management console.change your security la and don't know what cray some more la.why all these things cannot give me a break for a while.haihhh.then im like feeling frustrated with my stomach paining i switch off the computer and get lost.now i don't know how want to solve the damn stupid error.but then if wana apply for uniten must apply online.bladdy la.how to apply online.i really feel irritate with high tech, or internet right now.

annoyed,,frustrated,,irritated

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O P T I O N S

dear bloggie,,

hmmm since now the segi like x menjadi i have to re-plan again my studies.hmm let me list the options that i have now and what is the pros and cons.


1.go nottingham and study foundation in engineering then degree in chemical with environmental engineering.

pros:1st of all i can stay at home.don't need to pay for my accodomation fees or whatever.transport is also available.nottingham is also from uk and very prestiges.then when we graduates we get degree certificate from uk uni.
cons:1st of all, i have no money!!well for degree maybe can get full scholarship but foundation only 30%.the rest must pay ownself and cannot borrow from ptptn.2nd,study there might be very stressful because the syllabus all from uk so it will e really very hard then i also must study my ass off to maintain the scholarships.i cannot feel the exprience of staying away from home.

2.go to segi,study diploma in civil engineering and apply all the scholarships offer.

pros:lots of scholarship offer and i can feel the exprience of staying away from home and segi kota damansara is near to one utama.
cons:too far away from home.could only get diploma certificate.not interested with segi.

3.go to uniten and borrow from ptptn to cover finish up the fees

pros:uniten is a good local u and specialised in engineering.price quite ok.58680 for foundation + degree.its only at bangi.
cons:borrow too much from ptptn don't know when only can pay finish.

4.study form 6.

pros:can go to school back with po,poh teng,wong.and also cheap.
cons:stpm is so hard!!!

5.don't need to study just find a job and start working.

pros:life would be much easier and happier and more free
cons:i would work like slave when i am old.

6.study at ytl-ichm

pros:i guaranteed a job in one of ytl hotel and the course is only 25000
cons:i only get diploma certificate

7.stay at home and wait to be married.

pros:life would be much easier and happier
cons:i miss out all the u or college life



hmmm.i cannot think of any other options already.these are the only options i could think now.

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F R U S T R A T E D ! !

dear bloggie,,

im like so very very very and really really really frustrated right now. stupid segi la.all those scholarship from segi really give me an headache. those stupid scholarship from segi must like write stupid essay to apply for the damn scholarship.then ok la.FINE.i write la.but when i write half way already i suddenly only realize that segi don't have degree for civil engineering but only diploma.then im like huhh??if got diploma then why on earth don't have degree??!!.they are like brother and sister right.im really really very geram right now.FUCK la FUCK la FUCK la.so now i don't know whether i should apply for the damn scholarship anot.because if i apply also not like i got interest with the courses offered there.im not going to do diploma in civil engineering.because there is no point.diploma engineering certificate x laku wan la at pasaran.so i really don't know.whether to apply or not to apply.anyway i memang don't feel like going there to study also.but mummy keep on ask me to apply.but if i apply also, what i want to write in my essay.im not interested with courses there and also not wanting to study at segi.so what la????i got nothing to write in my essay.haihhh.if i am rich i would just study piloting or go to nottingham and study foundation then degree in chemical with environmental engineering.my life would be so much i mean way much easier and happier.

FUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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MPKj H AR I A NU GER A H

dear bloggie,,

im like so super headache right now.i don't know why.but nowadays whenever i face the computer too long i will get headache.that's why i don't blog too often already.

hmmm.let's see what's in my life lately.

i went to the MPKj anugerah thing on saturday.hmm.the occasion starts on 3pm but i reach there around 3.20pm something.and i wore a formal pants.i didn't wear jeans.haha.insaf already after kena tegur that day.hmm got certificate which it is framed already and got $.haha.im like so happy.haha.the certificates that we got is very nice.like it really much.when i went up to take the certificate the typical muslim ustaz didn't shake my hand when im like wana shake with him.then im like ohh yeah he's like very alim.that's why he won't touch or salam any girl.haha.then im like walk away and my eyes stick to the white envelope which got $$$$.haha.i know i sound too money minded.even if im money minded i could just keep it to myself and don't tell the whole world.haha.whaever laaa.i don't know what am i crapping.after all those giving prizes was over it's cam-whoring session.took quiet lots of pics.after taking pics, ate some satay.the satay taste sweet.then chit-chat then chao at around 4.30pm.

here some pics :

my PROUD MOMENT.

after distract my attention,lawr quickly look at camera and act possy.

haha.im playing peek a boo in this pic.

haha.BFF.

me and s.

im standing with one of the top student in malaysia ;)

proudly presents my certificate

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H AR I A NU GE RAH (late update)

dear bloggie,,


S A T U R DAY,4TH of April '09

hmmm..i can't really flash back what happen on last saturday.i have a short term memory.what happen that day will be forgotten the next day when i woke up from sleep.haha.hmmm.ok i woke up at around 8.then i check my hp i saw po's message.i don't know what time she sent me but she asked me to come earlier and company her because i told her earlier that i won't be going to school so early.so after reading the message i try my best to get ready fast but then papa was like so slow.big sis send papa to work 1st then me to school.mummy wanted to follow but i didn't allow her to follow because i don't know why.haha.i might have some pop up plan and yeah i had some pop up plan that day.instead of going home i tagged along with them to midV.haha.the stupidest thing was i didn't bring money at all because i thought we might get some money from the school to show some appreciations for our hard works.haha.but unfortunately we all didn't get any $.yeah yeah i know i sounds like a money minded bitch right now. but we all are moneyu minded when we are broke.haha.so i borrowed rm 43 from po.haha.then when i reach the school i quickly find po.then i saw her with them chatting and i was shocked to see what she was wearing.haha.but she told me earlier already that her blouse is not pretty.haha.then i went to register my name at the pendaftaran.the cik radha saw me and asked "this is grace r?" in very friendly tone that im like "yeah yeah teacher it's me".then suddenly she "haaa grace do u know that today we must dress formally, why are u wearing jeans?".*big sigh*.then she said "i don't know whether they will let u up the stage or not later".then im like yerrr at her then suddenly i saw pn jamilah.but she was like ok.she didn't like so sarcastic tegur me for wearing jeans.then we went up to meet the others and i saw cMC.she was wearing a blazer and 1 inch thick of foundation.haha.but seriously thick la.after evry1 gather already we went to the padang because got perarakan worrr.im like don't want to do this but cannot and so im like so super embarrased because had to join that stupid perarakan.then we already sitted at our place then the teacher like start to bising bising because me and po wearing jeans.when pn mumtaz came im like so super scared and i really don't know what to do.then po like kena attack by the new HEM pn zarina.she's like so irritating and try want to berlagak tegas so that she will be admire by other teacher.hahahhhahhha.so before taking our prizes me,, po and ping had to changed to ugly pants then everything happen so quickly.then i just know at the moment im like so disapointed because no $.then went to canteen.talked to pn mumtaz and all the "misunderstand" alredy solved.actually to her the misunderstanding or pertelingkahan over a long time ago. im like the only one who think that it's still not over.ohhh yea.before went to canteen i talked and took some pics wit pn jayanthi.and i said something stupid and i do mean really stupid to her about pn puva's husband.and i don't know why when i saw her im like so happy and exicted. i like talk to her non-stop.this was our conversation that day.

me : hi tacher how are u?(shake hand)

pn jayanthi : hi grace.im fine.how are u.congrats grace.

me : thank u teacher.(sddnly i like split out evrythg that what i had been thinking lately) teacher,i don't know what i want do with my future.it seems very hard.i wana go to nottingham but i can't go because it's too expensive.ok i got some scholarship from nottingham but still the balance is still too much to pay.when i want to apply another scholarship but all the scholarships only support degrees studies and none support foundation.then the foundation i have to pay anothr 20 000 and my family really broke now so i think there's like no point of getting good result in spm to get scholarship to further our studies because in the end we have to study form 6.(i like talk non-stop and pn jayanthi didn't have the opportunity to cut what am i saying)

pn jayanthi : do u apply utm?

me : utm?

pn jayanthi : uni teknologi msia.u don't need to form 6 or matrix.

me : ooo,i'll check later.

pn jayanthi : don't worry grace the luck will come to u soon.(haha,im waiting.seriously im really waiting and put hope on what she said)

me : hmm.thank u teacher.teacher, where is pn puva??

pn jayanthi : ooo.she went back to her hometown because her sis passed away.

me : haaaa,then pn puva is like so pity.

pn jayanthi : ooo,but her sis is already expected.

me : (i said something really stupid)ooo.is her husband expected too?(really really stupid right but pn jayanthi thought i think that pn puva passed away because of disease or something like that)

pn jayanthi : nooo la.

*end of conservation*

then at canteen i saw pn ummi and other few teachers. i told pn ummi that i apply scholarship from ytm to enter mmu but i didn't give my result.then pn ummi is like very geram with me.i don't know why.she scolded me said why can do work until so lalai wan.if u din give your result how they want to give u scholarship.then i just like laugh.yea i know im so stupid.apply for scholarship but didn't give result.after waited for everyone to come then we finally start to go to the ktm.well i and suba went first.then ramesh went there by his bike.when we reach there the train like just arrived.then when want to run fast to get in the train the train already left.ok so at midV.first we went to the cinema.then the queue was like so super long.so we went to eat lunch at burger's king.i ate chicken tender.something like mcD mCnuggets.i don't feel like eating that moment and feel more like drinking.that's why i ordered something light.then i like told po bout that.then law interrupt said yala yala u very clever.then law and mtv went up to but muvee tickets.they like queued for an hour i think to reach the counter.after that they went to secret recipe while me,, po,, poh teng and ping went to shop.hahaha.went to pdi.po bought her shirt.then when want to leave the store i only saw the tee that i like real real much.then i had to bought it for rm29.rugi rm 10.because if we bought two tee the two tee will only cost rm39 and i can shared it with po.but then.*big sigh*.whatever.after that they went to watch muvee and i went home.while i was waiting for the train i saw lots of insane freako hamsap guy.they are like so disgusting.when im like ter-looked at them they like syok sendiri think i like them and then keep on looked at me.im like so disgust with them.like ewwwwww.

reach kajang around 5.then around 5.30 only mummy and papa fetched me.then we straight away went to hospital selayang to visit grandma beside mummy.grandma is like super ill.she could not talk.i don't really know what sickness is she having but it seems like really teruk.im like kind of scared because it's like time.do u know what i mean.i mean it's like the time for her to leave.then suddenly mummy started crying and i also don't know why but i also started crying.i really scared.and i was thinking does she like puas hati with her pass life.did she lived her life happily??what will my grandpa do without her by him side.if she really pass away then what will happen to my grandpa life?because i know my grandpa really loves my grandma very much.then suddenly i picture myself in my grandma position.then i feel really scared with death.it's like no joke at all.and it's like really really scary.i don't know im just very scared.at that moment i think that i must live my life happily and appreciate my life.so that when it's time for me to go then i could flash back all the happy memories.after visit grandma we straight away went home.reach home around 11.30 pm.bath then watched tv till i sleep on the couch.

few pics before i hit the 'PUBLISH POST' button.

my name sticked at my sit

me and po before taking prizes

us before taking prizes

us with teacher jayanthi after taking prizes

me and po at midV(i look like kind of drunk)

my certificate.

my certificate with trophy.

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dear bloggie,,

*will update soon.kind of lazy*