MY S TO MA CH IS SO B LOA T ED !!

dear bloggie,,

right now im so super full and my stomach is so bloated!.i ate a lot today.first i ate lou mai kai in the morning.then asam laksa in the afternoon.then chocolate cake.then i went to sleep.after that i straight away eat yong taufu and again asam laksa.i have to finish up all the asam laksa since im the one who ask mummy to cook it.if not they will blame me say "haa don't want to eat,, waste a lot of money then also put alot of energy to cook r i very old and so tired cook for u so hard u dowan eat"blablablablablablabla.haha.hmm.tomorrow mummy,, papa ,,big sis and anguh going to see gradma.i also want to go.but unfortunately i have to stay at home and study ekonomi asas.suddenly the pressure come back again like yesterday.today im like doing revision on the form 5 chapters.wahhhh.so a lot lot need to read le.form 4 got 5 chapters only also like more little than form 5 which only got 3 chapters.(*big sigh*).never mind la i sure can study finish wan.then with this est.so scary la.i very scared want to write the reports.i always don't have additional information.i forget already how i use to study est.i just can remember i used to look back at all the answer sample and see how they write their reports and take the additional info.

(*big sigh*)tommorow got bm additional class.i really really don't want to go.

i rather stay at home study ea than go bm extra class see pn mumtaz.

i have to get back to my study la.

(*big sigh*)

later at 10pm got SUPERNATURAL! :)
yeah!!!!!!!!!!weeeeeeeeeeee~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

yerrrr..........

HAVE TO study ea now.

STUDYSTUDYSTUDYSTUDYSTUDY

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S TR E SS !!

dear bloggie,,


im so bored of studying and also at the same time im very stressed and freaking out with the trial exam.im so scared to take the ea paper on tuesday since i never take ea paper before except once and that was in form4 which is only march monthly test.i keep thinking that i cannot answer the paper 2 ques which we need to answer 4 essay ques and the last ques seems very very hard and scary.like so super scary.then im like stressed because there's still lots need to read and they don't want to enter my brain!i only like have two more days to study the form5 and do lots lots of latihan.seriously im having a very bad time now strugling with this ea.

then now i think i have already gain 3 kg more since i keep eating only.seriously i eat a lot nowadays.like today i ate around 3 plates of spagheti then lots of chocolate cake in the noon only!!stress make me feel like eating only.

im now like really really very very very very scared!!!!

please,, please,, please !!

i hope everything will be fine with this ea subject!!
i hope i can answer my ques paper dengan lancar and score good marks.

i think i also need to pray hard.
i need to get to my ea study.

(*big sigh*)

i am so fucking stress right now!!

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not a good day for me.

dear bloggie,,

i don't know what's wrong with today.seems like today is a very bad luck day.don't know why.*big sigh*.like want to eat domino but very fann don't know whether to eat or not.then decide to eat already le when eating at the food court suddenly kena marah from the stupid guard.then after that went to toilet like so dirty got no water and i saw shit floating.i feel like vomiting out all the pizza.its like soooo soooo disgusting though.ewwwwwwww.then later pui pui they all like x puas hati want to write letter and put into the suggestion box to complain bout the guard attitude.padan muka the guard hope they kena marah dengan teruk.

*big sigh*

but never mind la.
there's also good things happen today like i ate FIVE PIECES OF PIZZA.five pieces.im like so full till my stomach is so bloated.i ate 3 large and 2 regular.i feel very waste for mah and law.they don't want to follow us eat 'nice nice'.it's like so waste because i feel it's really worth it.haha.then i went home around 3.today i didn't hang with them till they went to their tuition class because im like so super tired and i don't have mood after kena marah from the guard and saw shit floating.then what else.i saw aero planes at school today.the aero planes.give some kind of feeling.like everything feel so right.*lame talking*

now im very very very very sure that i want to become a pilot.serious seriously i want to become a pilot.yea.*big sigh*. EXAM is coming la.so scared.this exam is like so super important.it's like no space to do mistake.i guess.it's like.i don't know.just feel that it's so very very important.haha.

now, im like so super tired and smelly.i just want to go and take my bath and then sllep.after sleep have to study ekonomi asas.

5 PIECES OF PIZZAS!
;)

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pilot

dear bloggie,,


i have my thoughts already.and i think i want to become a pilot.haha.but im not very sure yet.but then i think why not. i love the sky.it's beautiful and vert peaceful.haha.stupid and lame talking.but don't know la.i feel like very happy or some kind enthusiasm inside myself when i see aero plane.i feel very.well.i don't know.just the feeling which everything feel so right.haha.i know what i say its kind of stupid.haha.but my eyesight is kind of blur blur.i don't have good eyesight.puipui told me that people with eyesight problem cannot be pilot.well the only way is do laser.like kinda scary only wan the operation.haha.i dunno la.when it's time only decide.but now im like very sure that i want to become a PILOT!!!hell yea.hahahahahhhhha..

my future.haahaha.

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is it for real??

dear bloggie,,

i don't know whether this is for real or not?.but i think i don't have feelings for timtim already gua.i don't know.im not sure.

a lot of time i also always say i don't have feelings for timtim but then the feelings will come back and even deeper.*big sigh*.i also don't know la.

i think got someone replace him already.'ahbao' the guy which i meet at the bus stop.he seems like very nerdy and noob noob.but never mind la.i don't know why i call him 'ahbao'.but he seems to suit with the name.haha.wong say he might be younger than me.i hope not.hehe.

*big sigh*.don't care first la.i also not really sure bout my feelings now.a lot of pressure nowadays.family's problem.then exam is coming soon.and the latest car is stolen already.lots of things like suddenly pop up like that.

same like 'ahbao' also pop up suddenly.why didn't he pop up earlier when i tried to forget timtim.*big sigh*.now when im like okok with timtim only he pop up.well not to say okok la.because i also like not very into him already nowadays like i used to.haha.


got nothing to crap already.and also
ps:i sound like a slut yang sangat mengatal.

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dissapointed.

dear bloggie,,

today i didn't go school.just want to stay at home and study e.a.if possible i want to finish study e.a today then do a lot lot of latihan.till now i still cannot believe that someone stole papa car.papa like so pity only without the car.he wait for the bus early morning just now to get to work but the bus didn't come.don't know why maybe the bus is broke down again.then after wait for so long he walk to the main road outside which is 4km distance.till his whole body sweat like mad.so pity la.then he took the semenyih bus to kajang then from kajang walk to ktm then take train to work.*big sigh*.so very pity la.i don't really know what to say.every time i flash back the stupid incident(the guy stealing papa car) i feel very some kind of feeling.i don't know what it is but some kind of weird feeling.i wish if i could do something.i wish i can change what had happen.but no.i cant!!at the same time i also feel like very disappointed with humans.why would someone want to steal other people things and why the police is like so lembap?*big sigh*

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disaster.

dear bloggie,,

guess what had happen.never ever think before that this could happen.my father car is STOLEN!!!!!!seriously i could never imagine that this could happen.im like trying to sleep.then suddenly i heard noises which is loud and noisy from the car.then im like don't really bother.too lazy to bother.i thought it was papa starting the car and going out but then i also think if he is going out, where and why so late and why he didn't bring the other car.lots of questions la.then i like got this kinda not good feeling so i faster go to the hall and saw him sitting there reading newspaper.then im like shout papa got someone steal your car.then we all run to window and shout to the thief.then faster report to the police.this and that la.now i could not sleep at all.haihhhhhh.the car is really important although its old ugly and hot but it's very useful.i just hope the thief will dump the car somewhere because we saw him already or the car spoil in the middle of the way.if not i hope the police could be more efficient on doing their job to find the car.my family really need the car!i also hope for miracle to happen.i feel that it's my fault.if la i could realize this earlier.the thief might not get away.i just really wish could get back the car.

i do hope something interesting to happen but not this!!
not bad thing but good thing!!!

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exam is coming soon.

dear bloggie,,

im so' fann' right now.exam is coming soon.lots of things lingering in my head right now.(*big sigh*).EXAM is coming soon la..very 'fann' la.im feeling really very stress also.must study.now the first paper is on 2nd september and it is EKONOMI ASAS.(*big sigh*).so scared la want to take the paper.but then never mind la.like got a lot of time to study because got a lot of break during exam.

i don't want to study and i don't feel like studying now.

yesterday.got nothing interesting happen la.im just not in the mood.i kena ketuk ketampi la during sejarah 25 times.because didn't finish homework lor.so embarrass-ing.but at the same time,, i also feel funny.haha.then after add maths,, i faster run to the bus stop.want to take bus go home early.lucky when i reach there the bus was still there.then went home and feeling very tired till want to die already.don't know why feel so tired.then i got no mood want to online so i went to nap after online for a while.it was the nicest sleep i got in these few days.no stupid dream.nowadays i always dream about stupid things till really doesn't made sense at all la.seriously my dream is like so super doper stupid.

i hope my every sleep also like that...so nice...then papa is having gout like so serious till cannot walk le....then got fight with mummy papa for a while...haha...the meiyi help me le...i x sangka la...i thought that she like still merajuk with me bout the durian.haha.hmm.i didn't do any much.i just finish my bm homework then went to sleep.


then today rrr.i don't know la.dull just the same like other dull day.during recess saw timtim. hmm.now i like don't really have feeling for him already.because i think we like got no chemistry.our conversation is very dull.then i don't know la.maybe it's time already my heart want to forget bout him.hahahah.then nothing much happen also la.today is also very very dull and boring.i hope somethings fun to happen.something nice to remember like that la.but there got no any. :(

I HAVE A DULL LIVE!

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my sweet escape is ending soon.

dear bloggie,,

today is the last day of holiday.so sad.i woke up late today.haha.around 10am.haha.for me it's late because i normally woke up at around8 or 9 like that even it's holiday.i want to sleep longer but i cannot put myself to sleep again.don't know why.i got a weird dream last night.i dream bout,, i don't know.it's very funny.everyone was in my dream.timtim was cycling a bicycle.im walking with popo,, puipui,, wong,, pohteng,, kuanmaymay and also ping ping.then it was raining.but we just walk as if it's not raining.haha.got aghilan in it also.then.i don't know what happen in my dream.cannot really recall back the dream

so today is the last day of holiday.today my mood is quite ok la i guess.early morning online.check friendster.im like getting bored with friendster already.don't know why.lazy to log in already.but sometimes i fell like very excited to log in.but then after log in like not nice and fun also.haha.actually,, i don't really understand how this social site suppose to work.making friends??but sometimes i doesn't seem like that also..i don't know how to explain it.but.i don't know la.i think that friendster is also like discriminating or divide people into each social class?like cool people with the cool people,, cute people with cute people,, anime fans with anime fans something like that la.get what i mean?haha.never mind la.friendster also would be the perfect place to stalk someone we like and even their ex-es and also their gf or bf.isn't it??haha.laaa..whatever la.enough la for this stupid talking bout social site.haha.i also don't know what crap am i crapping.just ignore what i had said.

im kind of excited to go school tomorrow.YEEEAAAAA.hiphip hooray.i don't know why.another one more week like that to trial.I FEEL VERY PRESSURE laa!!didn't really study much.the subject that i study the most is add maths which also didn't really enter my brain.i think i want to ask po to teach me.she always like teach me and tell me what i don't know in add maths.haihhh.HOMEWORK.haven't done anything yet la.add maths and bm.never mind la.monday la only i will finish the bm homework.MENYUSAHKAN betul la this bm homework.i have to get back to my study la.still need to study a lot.*big sigh*

ohhh holiday,why do u have end ?u seems like the perfect escape from school.HAHAHA.

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crappy post and yesterday is stupid.

dear bloggie,,

yesterday was not a good day for me.i hate yesterday.early morning after woke from sleep i also already feeling very sad and moody. then try to study the damn physics crap.don't know what is it crapping.OMG!!3 chapter about electrics stuff:electricity,electromagnetism and electronics.please la.make me feel dizzy la when i try to study them..why do we have to study all these craps.not like it's gonna have something to do with me in the future.i don't know.i hate it la.then night i went to tesco with family.saw popo and her parents.her father is like quite funny.hehe.then.i don't know la.i cannot recall anything.i just know that i hate yesterday.it was a stupid day.

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stupid emotion rising in myself

dear bloggie,,

im feeling very sad and down right now.
im feeling so moody.
and i feel like crying.


.......

there is nothing now that can cheer me up.

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first post and don't know number what blog that i have created.

dear bloggie,,

again new blog.hope this time i wont forget my email address or password AGAIN!!this is like don't know my number what blog already i have created.haha.hmm.let's see what happened recently.ermmmmmmmm.there's lots of things that i want to crap right now but i will just crap bout today and yesterday.


Y ES TE R DA Y
i went out wit the po,,pui,,wong,,poh teng,,kuanmaymay and pingping.it's raining heavily.ate at the pann mee stall.long time didn't eat at there already.the food price had increased by 30cent already.they ate pan mee.but i ate 'mee basi'.haha.did't eat mee basi in ages already.so miss 'mee basi'.haha.then i fell down at somewhere.OMG.it was so funny.really really very very funny. wong laughed and laughed at me.i also cannot stop laughing.my slipper was like so super slippery then my slipper also haus already.i hate raining day.i always have bad luck on raining day.it's not the first time already that i got embarassing moment on raining day.like last time when i was form4.it was raining really heavily.then the umbrella which i was holding fly up then my slipper slipped into a pool of water/then i like have to picked up my slipper from the pool of water.

then we walked to metro and i went to find timtim at his father shop.but he was not there.the helper said that he stayed at home and he won't be going to the shop.then later at 2.30pm they went to their chemistry tuition and i went home.

*the end*

T O D AY
today i also went out with them.hmm.i like going out with themit's very fun.can chit chat and laugh and also play.today i fetched wong and puipui from wong's house.i feel very funny la.i duno why.i just feel like laughing.i didn't talk to them inside the car.i don't dare to talk to them in the car.i don't know why.
then reach metro around 12 like that.when we at outside guardian wong saw timtim.then im like yea in my heart.haha.then after that i went to find him at his shop.talk for a while then i chao la because he was like very busy.after talking to him,, i went to find them at entrance la.po was at there already.then later they bullied me.

after that we went to eat.we ate at baker cottage.i ate creamy mushroom spaghetti.others also ate the same.
then we went to giant.then i and pui looked up at the silling to find the camera to talk to.stupid right?haha.then later they all like berpakat want to pass by timtim shop.then they all passed by and timtim like huhhh "why so beramai wan?".after that all went to watson but i chao first.before i chao i went to timtim shop again.yea i know im like very mengatal right?haha.then i went to talk to him for a while.then after that i chao went home.

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