Friday, June 26, 2009

my art of photography

little enen in her hot tub
i want that jeep.
siu lai lai
sitting like a quuen
if u guys are wondering, that is an ant
it's raining
plankton
scarylittleplant
the pelakon utama is the plant
fat bitch.
ginnie
catching an insect
miaow
it's not like what are u thinking right now.
willy.
two pussy cats
plants form under the sea.

Thursday, June 25, 2009

reminisce



dear bloggie,,

i miss high school very much.i miss all my classmates.i also miss all the teachers.well, maybe not all but some.i miss chemistry class where we always to goof around at the back without the teacher noticing.i miss when we like faking that we were playing roller coaster.i also missed dancing latin dance with pui with our mouth wide opened because pui said the people dance latin always opened their mouth big.i miss gossiping at the back of the class.i miss curi curi - ing taking pictures at the back of the chemistry lab.i miss the canteen where i and lawr always stay back and ate our lunch till 3 or 4 like that when we were in form 4.i miss when we all gather around and kutuk pn jamilah sampai nak mati.i miss pn mumtaz's classes and the way she always called us mangkuks.i missed assembly.i miss spotcheck.i miss co-coriculum.i miss disiplin room.i miss kena gantung sekolah.HAHA.i miss going to teacher's room.i miss pn puva boring sejarah classes.i miss kuanmay mother's nasi lemak.i also miss exam and the stress caused by exam and studying toghether for exam.i miss homeworks.i miss pj classes.i miss walking to the lab.i miss to kutuk pn halimah also.i also miss sitting with jason at biology lab chatting.haha.he seems the perfect penganti of lawr at that moment.HAHAHA.i miss kutuk the headmaster also.i miss hearing all the giggle sounds make by the other classmates at class especially shamini.i miss the harmonious of 5 setia's class.i miss everything about high school.

during photoshooting for school's magazine
he looked like a sailor
in toilet
at pizzahut celebrating po's bday
at chemistry lab
im the mangsa kejadian
5 setia year '08
aillie and me
whispering something to aillie
at puncak bukit.
im disturbing azreen and lawr yang sedang bersanding
he deserved that punch.HAHA
newly wed.aillie and mr theng
no one seems to notice me.im invisible.
the new design of a trophy.
i love pn puva
lawr is holding a bottle of champagne to celebrate our graduation from high school.
it's not like what u are thinking.im not picking shim's nose
this pic is about someone taking someone taking other people's pics.

i love u guys!!
thank u for all the sweet memories and supports when i needed support.

as we go on,
we'll remember,
all the time we have together,
as our live change,
come whatever,
we'll still be friends forever.

*end*

i don't know what is the title of this post?


dear bloggie,,


again!i cannot open blogger at mozilla.i don't know why is my mozilla always got problems with blogger.is it because i blog too much?HAHAHA.


i think im getting sick and i cannot be sick because this saturday i will going to start study.my body temperature is like rising till my head could feel the heat and make feel like very headache and and ... i don't know.

all my good mood already gone because ramesh just told me that during orientation at uniten, it will be like a boot camp.so all the excitement that i feel before this already gone like that.and so because of this, i some more cannot get sick.

yea yea i know i keep on like uniten this uniten that.i also don't know why?i should just keep my mouth shut and stop complaining anymore about uniten this and that.

so, just now i like tried to pack all my clothes.and all the bag could not fit in all the clothes that im bringing.i thought i had already bring little shirts.i don't want to bring like so many bags.later everyone will like look at me.i want to keep low profile.HAHA.because everyone always think that im a rich spoil brat which is so not me.it's the opposite of me because im not rich or spoil.i don't know why people always have that kind of expression about me.

i don't know why but people always seems to get the wrong expressions about me.they always think that im snobish, fierce and cold - hearted person.haha.actually, i don't know why they think that im like that.maybe because of my kemasaman muka and i don't talk to people.HAHA.actually i think that im the shy girl kind.yea i know whoever reading this will like laugh and saying ' har grace shy o, walaoweh'.but i think it's true la.that's why i don't go talking to people first.then, i also got very bad communication skill.i always make people dislike me when they talk to me.HAHA.i tend to say stupid things although i don't mean it or stupid things always slip out from my mouth.and i don't do jokes and im not clever to laugh at one when it is not funny.and im also very memilih kawan.if i don't like that person, i don't want to friend with them at all.so, i don't have good socialising skill.

now, im chatting with pui at msn.chatting with her make feel stressed.HAHA.i don't know why.she said that i always like to matikan perbualan.so when im like replying her i have to think, hmm whether this sentence like mematikan perbualan or not.another prove that i don't have good communication skill.

i suddenly feel like becoming a lawyer.i think i should be a lawyer.i don't know why.i think should like berkhidmat kepada masyarakat and fight for woman's right.haha.but then, im like kind of scared when i like put a rapiest into jail then when the psycho guy out from jail he will find me.u know la.all the kesulitan that will dihadapi by a lawyer.enemies, revenge and all that kind of things la.plus, mummy also not letting me to be because there is lots of risks.

i also think that i should become lots of other stuff like fashion magazine editor, fashion designer, photographer, wedding planner, script writer and etc.lots of things that i want to become but somehow i don't know why i end up choosing civil engineering.maybe because i think that i could do more with civil engineering.maybe because civil engineering is more relevant to me.HAHA.

papa like to tease big sis nowadays.some how i feel that is funny.HAHA.he always like to tease big sis going out with this one malay guy.i don't know la what are they, dates or just friends.but papa like to tease them like berulang kali.HAHA.he also like to tease me for onlining so late at night like'hmm, don't know who always online till so late at night' then go and complain at mummy that maybe i at campus also will like that.he acted like a adik yang sangat suka mengadu.HAHA.

im very irritated with this stupid internet.i don't know why is the connection is like so what.it keep on terputus since the last two hours.then im like blogging here have like to start all over again.so bladdy irritating la this tm net!!i will stop crapping here la.because i want to start packing all the clothes to check whether there is enough space or not fit in all my clothings or not.

*end*

Wednesday, June 24, 2009

im happy today.FINALLY.!


dear bloggie,,

i feel happy today.i no more longer in the moody mood already.but actually i woke in the morning with a pissing mood because of i don't know why.then, i thought in my heart there goes again another day of my holiday with moody mood.then somehow, my mood start to get better.

well, i don't know why.maybe because there are something make up my day.like :
  1. agyness deyn!i suddenly like very obsess with her.
  2. i help to bath the little naughty enen.i get to help mummy and spend more times with enen before going to uniten
  3. i have done washing everything that need to bring to uniten.
  4. i have done washing the toilet.im like so yuckie with the toilet since forever
  5. i prepared lunch for meiyi after she back from school.and she enjoyed and appreciate it very much
  6. big sis is not coming tonight that means i can use the computer all to myself till like 4 in the morning.HAHA.
so doing some work or helping people can help to boost up your mood rather than just lying down at the bed moody - ing and hoping things to get better.

be right back at the night to crap more.HAHA.

*end*

Tuesday, June 23, 2009

I LOVE AGYNESS DEYN


dear bloggie,,

i suddenly very in-love with agyness deyn.she is my new obsession.haha.

agyness deyn is the next supermodel or kate moss.

well, everyone always says that she is the next kate moss because she is only 1.73 m.like kate moss, she is only around 1.7 m ++ like that.

i LOVE agyness deyn very very muchie.i don't know why?maybe because of her short cute hair and her flawless cute pretty face.her short hair may look tomboyish but somehow she still look very feminine or maybe the prettiest tomboy ever.

i love agyness, i love agynees, i love agyness, i love agyness.




















isn't that she is pretty and cute.
HAHA.i sound like a crazy lesbian freak.
still i love her and she is like my inspiration to everything although she tak ada kena mengena with anything of what am i doing.

*end*