another hot night

dear bloggie,,

the temperature is like rising to 48 celcius though.it's so bloody hot la right now.even my hair is like super short already but i still feel so hot.

hmmm.tomorrow i have to my first day work at banquet.kind of scared la because i don't have friends and banquet work is like way much harder than cafe.because we have to serve 300 people at at time so it will be like more kelam kabut.but i also feel kind of thrilled to start work.haha because i will be meeting all the abang and kakak from cafe.then i think they sure will kutuk my hair.i know what hafiz will say.he will say "rambut tak boleh pendek lagi ke".he always like to say like that to me.like last time he saw my the biggy pink color bag, he said "beg tu tak boleh besar lagi ke".but not only him la.i don't know why everyone is like very irritated with my bag size.very what meh.kind of ecxited to work but also not wanting to work at the same time.i hope everything will go smoothly and all the banquet waiter and waitress won't be like so poyo.
another thing.now that my hair is like so super short already.it would like very funny when i put make up on.i will look like a drag queen.:(

this is just a short post to meluahkan my keresahan hati about going to work tomorrow and how hot is tonight.haha.

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75th post

dear bloggie,,

haa.it's only my 75th post.i thought i going to reach 1ooth post like that.haha.since i like to crap so much.haha.whatever.

ok bloggie.here is the deal.i feel like a parasites or mayat hidup yang sangat tak berguna.and why is it?it's because i sleep late at around 4 like that then woke up at 1 like that.even waking up so late i also feel like going back to sleep one hour later i wake up from my sleep.i didn't do much to help my mother.i only heard she shouting around 11 everyday said that im useless, at night become ghosts disturb people here and there then day time sleep like a fat pig there.haha.i tried to change my sleeping habits but cant.i went to bed early like around 2 but then my eyes will not closed and sleep although my brain like send nerve impulses through my nerve to my eyes to ask it to sleep.haha.what crap am i crapping la.yea la.whatever la.something like this la.haha.

so besides my sleeping habits yang menyusahkan mummy, i also didn't help mummy much with the house chores.i only help to wash the dishes for lunch and dinner.that's all i guess.k la.sometimes i help to bath the naughty girl and prepare lunch for meiyi and the another annoying small sis after they back from school.then the other chores i won't be bother to do.haha.even meiyi goes to school and has homeworks and all need to do she also do more chores than me.really useless right me.i wish i can change but then i don't know la.my this waking up late habits like make me feel very super lazy.i feel like sleeping only all the time especially after eating lunch.haha.

so.now the house chores that i can do to help mummy is mop the floor and wash the toilet which i promised to myself that i will do it by this week.so sunday and saturday will not be the day because im working so the only option is TODAY.haha.then im like blogging here.

ok la.i just cut all the craps right here and get my fat lazy ass to work la.even im not wanting too.OH please la.don't be such a pig la me.so useless.

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it's so bloody hot right now

dear bloggie,,

why on earth today is so bloody hot?seriously hot till getting on my nerve.i feel really hot and pissed.haha.seriously is so bloody hot like hell.then some more im also like so bloody headache right now for eyeing the pc for so long.searching pics from a new web that i just found-deviantart.com.got lots of nice and artistic pics.so my eyes are bloody painful and the wheather is getting on my nerve right now.stupid la.can this world get any worse???

k.enough of my irritating mengada dan poyo perangai.today i hed cut my hairs!AGAIN!i cut it my hair again just after one week i cut my hair.do u get what am i trying to say.i cut my hair again because my previous haircuts x menjadi which i want it to look like mushroom.but it didn't turn out to look like my mushroom but inflated ball.so im like so kecewa decided to cut my hair again and my haircuts right now is really really super short.but i like it.actually i didn't want to cut again but don't know which day i saw nick berardi haircuts which is very nice.some pics of it.



nice right.but my haircuts x menjadi.it didn't turn out to be like in the pics.then now my face look super chubby.*big sigh*.i like saved this pics to my hp then showed it to the aunty but i think the aunty like rabun cannot see properly.then she also like act profesional just look at a glance then she like ooo this wan r.i know la.then suddenly she also like don't what is she doing she just know that my hair need to be short.haha.but i kind of like my hair.it looks like mollie sue red haired girl from ANTM cycle 6.mummy also like my hair very much and she like kind of jealous.haha.

so nothing much to update.the banquet people already called me and they called me go to work on saturday and sunday.i like kind of scared want to work because i x ada kawan.haha.like so kiddy only.but i see all the banquet people like not friendly only and the ekin also keep on tell me that working at banquet very hard.i tried to pujuk ekin to work together but she going to study on 7 june so like no point working laso.plus i had to see the bladdy bastard.yee.

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another midnight post

dear bloggie,,

im so dizzy right now.i just finished stalking my old friends from jalan 4 school at friendster and myspace.it's been ages since i get in-touch with them.i wonder how's their life already.

nowadays i kind of lazy to blog.because when i stayed too long facing the pc i will get really headache.my head will feel really heavy and the light from the pc screen is hurting my eyes.maybe the color is not adjust properly.i think it's too bright already.hmm.whatever la.

yesterday i kind of like emo because i don't why.when i sign in msn and chat with few persons but the feeling is still there.im like not in the mood to chat but i don't why i chat with them and ending up the people i chatted with feel bored and whatever.i don't know what am i crapping.

im like kind of emo because on friday i went shopping.i saw lots of things that i want to buy but unfortunately i don't have the cash.i really wish that im a rich person who have gold platinum credit cards.then it would be like in a heaven.everytime when i saw something that i like i would just take out my credit cards to purchase the stuff without bothering to look at the price tag and think do i have enough money.*big sigh*.im not that fortunate to have that kind of luxurious life.not that i blamed my parents or my fate.just that i wish.it's like fate or story that had be writen before we born.like some people are born to be rich and some people born to be not so rich and some people born to be poor.so it's like our fate right.some people are just maybe more lucky than me but there is also some people that are less lucky than me.i do have everything already just that i wanted more because the greed in my heart grow whenever i saw all these whatever stuff.sometimes i hope that i be very grateful with what i have.

but still i still feeling emo.i really want to own all that stuff.*big sigh*

so.despite all my emo-ness,, i want to do a wardobe makeover and blair waldorf stared by leighton meester from Gossip Girls will be my fashion icon.haha.i really like her dressing and everything.she is like classic elegant.some pics of her.








nice right.haha.but i know no way that i can become like her.i don't have the clothes that she wears,, or body that she's having or the classic elegant look.

so im still emo!this is not getting anywhere isn't it.so i just end my this stupid bladdy post right here.

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midnight post

dear bloggie,,

hmm.i know its 2 something in the morning and im blogging.not that im like sleeping late and ecxited blogging because i just got back the internet connection.but its because i cant sleep.i don't know why.even before this when there is no internet connection i would like sleep around 5.i went to bed earlier but my eyes and brain dont get along.my brain told my eyes to sleep but my eyes wouldn't litsen.haha.whatever.crappy.so just now i went to the pictures folder to find some pics to wash tomorrow.but i can find any nice pics of me with friends togethr.and i also realised that we took so little pics only.haar.

hmm.lets see what crap that i missed out to blog.ermmmm.

ohh.first of all.i got uniten offer letter already.im like so happy because now when people ask me where and what am i going to study i can answer them.not like errr.i don't know.

can't really remember much la.i just stayed at home only.so what any speacial or nice thing could happen.

hmm.tuesday i went to the hotel to take my miserable rm32 after so long.like almost two months.after taking the money i went to the cafe and meet the abang and kakak.i saw kak nurul from the outside then i try to give signal at her she didn't notice me.but i don't want to enter the cafe first because i saw saifuddin.i wait for he to walked away first only i enter in.so i enter in suddenly everyone at the front counter like very exicted to see me.haha.at first i don't feel like seeing them because i scared there might no people want to layan me.kak nurul is like so happy to see me.she's like "grace,, da lame x jumpa tau.tadi kat tempat rokok baru je akak cakap tentang grace dengan steve". then im like haa.yerr.she still remember me and bother to talk about me.haha.i thought everyone would forget about me.then,, suddenly thiban came.for the first time,, he greet me with smile.haha.kak ayu also with steve and abang hamid.so chit chat for a while with them.they keep on said that i already fat.:( truth hurts.haha.so i chat with kak nurul la.suddenly i feel very missed her and remember all the moments.she is like a big sis to me.she like very menjaga me only.like last time i broke something then my face like very scared and worried because i scared the saifuddin would scold me but then the kak nurul said "jangan lah bimbang.kalau ada pape akak akan cover up untuk grace".then she also always assign me the easy easy duty at cafe.haha.i really missed her.she is like the oldest person who i got really good chemistry with.she is also like the person that i can talk anything with.like even she is adult she also like bother to listen to all my highschool's craps.haha.so she invited me to her wedding.and now i have to think what to give her during her wedding.maybe i would make a bog special card for her.i don't know.then i also chat with thiban.he is also one of the oldest people that i can along with very well.we like also got very good chemistry.but he got very hot temper.very irritating.he's like very easy melenting.i kind of miss him also.didn't talk much to the rest.oh yea.i also got new part time job from the hotel.its with banquet.the guy like ask me u are not working with cafe already r?work with banquet la.we will call u next week.i don't know whether they will call anot but i hope so.because i really need money now.plus the banquet also offer good pays.rm5 per hour.

so nothing much this week.going out tomorrow with lawr.haha.cant wait because very long didn't go to midv.i miss midv so much.haha.i also miss my BFF.HAHAHA.

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KRIS ALLEN ROCKS THE EARTH.

dear bloggie,

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