whataniceday to blog (part 5)

dear bloggie,,

i had finish study physics chapter 1 only.when im about to start studying chapter 2 i suddenly get a sudden headache.then i try to online for a while.then after that i didnt stop onlining and continue study physics back.i think i should not blogging anymore as blogging will occupy most of my time.this is because when i start blogging i will blog more and more and eventually i end up blogging the whole day instead of studying.but i love blogging.i like expressing my ideas and thinking and feelings instead of studying.HAHA.

sometime i think i should take a course that have something to do with writing expressing ideas, views or whatsoever.but mummy will not approved me taking all these kind of course.she wants me to be a nerd that involve with science and be an engineer that earned probably 100 k a year.but i also like this civil course just that i seriously hate to study physics and calculus la.why is it calculus like way more hard than add maths.

today meiyi asked me why do i create a private blog if i doesnt want people to read it.then i asked her back why do people write on a diary if they dont want other people to read it.stupid question la.her question doesnt make sense at all.

so maybe next week i will be having physics test 1 and calculus quiz.haih.i feel so fann la.i really very lazy want to study la.but lucky i suddenly realized that i have physics test and calculus quiz now and not at the last minutes.if not later maybe i wont have the time to study lor.

i think i shall stop blogging for a while.then i must jauhkan diri from the internet connection.haih.i suddenly miss studying at hostel la.if study at home, i always feel so lazy and sleepy so fast.

i feel like the time is ticking so fast la.my brain like cannot even interpret what day is today.i really feel like yesterday was spm result day.i really missed my holiday where i always lie down on the bed, woke up from sleep straight away online, eat then sleep back.so relax and not pressuring.i wish i can have that holiday back.i cant wait for sem break.but then when sem break over its sem 2 already.and everyone keep on say that sem 2 is the hardest of all.i hear also feel like so lemah semangat and feel giving up already.

so i should stop onlining and continue studying.somehow, i thank god that the internet connection at uniten is slow.if not i will always blog and dont bother to study.

can i stop crapping about blogging and studying.no.so whatever la.

bye.

ps : subulee, see i blog so much today.its because u ask me so lor.

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